Question: What did it mean to you to win the Golden Globe and the Oscar for your score for Joker in 2020?
Hildur: Personally it didn’t change so much for me because I am very specific about how I work. I’m not really so faced with the outside noise. It doesn’t really affect my work a lot and I try to keep it away from my creative process.
But professionally I guess that I gained a lot more trust. When I started out, a lot of the time I often experienced that, because I was a woman, they wondered if I could handle it.
On top of it, I often approach projects in an experimental or unorthodox way, so it can sometimes seem a bit scary when you’re working with huge productions and someone comes in to say ‘I want to turn a nuclear power plant into an instrument’, like I did for the TV series Chernobyl. It’s not surprising that someone would be skeptical about this working as a concept.
I do have that drive to work with experimental curiosities, so I do know that not everyone believed that I could turn that successfully into a score. But now it’s proven to work, and I think it’s easier for people to have faith in my ideas now.
You probably had a lot of offers after winning awards for your score in Joker. What made you pick Sarah Polley’s film Women Talking as one of them?
I was very drawn to Sarah’s work. I think she’s a wonderful artist and activist. She approaches everything she does with such openness and softness and fearlessness. She’s unafraid to take on difficult subjects. She doesn’t shy away from them and she does it without violence, which I think is very inspiring. It’s important to have voices like hers. She is not silent, and she is open.
Women Talking is based on a novel by Miriam Toews and the storyline is about eight female trauma survivors in a religious community. What is it about the story that appealed to you?
The story is heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. It’s energizing. It’s an important input in the times that we are living in today as a community, and what we are seeing that is happening with women today – in the United States and Iran and the #metoo movement. We are experiencing big movements for women these days and I think Women Talking is a beautiful and an important input in that discussion.
Your score for Women Talking is mainly guitar-driven, and in spite of the subject matter being rather dark, the music is fairly light. Why did you make this choice?
That was a very conscious decision on Sarah’s behalf. When I first read the script, I was very angry and very sad and the first days, when I intended to work on the score, I was paralyzed with anger. I had days where I would just cry on behalf of these women and what they went through. I couldn’t believe that there could be such evil; that human beings could do something as terrible to other human beings.
So my immediate reaction was to write something angry, which is also the direction where I feel more at home. But it was important for Sarah that the music was a driving force of hope and forward movement, so I had to rethink my feelings about the film and also how I react to my environment with difficult subjects.